hope is in my heart...

hope is in my heart that this guy i broke up with on the 10 of july, will not hate me when i return 2 school this year. i didnt want 2 break up with him, my parents made me! i loved him...and my stupid parents will never understand how i feel..they just dont get it! i hav been tryin 2 get over it so i wont start crying the next time i see him..but it is so so so hard to get over some you love..i can only hope he is feeling the same way..we were only together for about 4 months...those months were the best months of my life..! and even if we never get back together i hope we can atleast be friends..it will take me some time to look at another guy the same way, and i hope it takes him awhile to find a new girlfriend..because if he gets one soon..i know my heart will break..because it will mean our relationship was just a joke to him..if he can get over it that fast there is no way in hell we will ever be friends again!!