hope is in my heart...

hope is in my heart that this guy i broke up with on the 10 of july, will not hate me when i return 2 school this year. i didnt want 2 break up with him, my parents made me! i loved him...and my stupid parents will never understand how i feel..they just dont get it! i hav been tryin 2 get over it so i wont start crying the next time i see him..but it is so so so hard to get over some you love..i can only hope he is feeling the same way..we were only together for about 4 months...those months were the best months of my life..! and even if we never get back together i hope we can atleast be friends..it will take me some time to look at another guy the same way, and i hope it takes him awhile to find a new girlfriend..because if he gets one soon..i know my heart will break..because it will mean our relationship was just a joke to him..if he can get over it that fast there is no way in hell we will ever be friends again!!

waiting 4 twilight!

HEY!!!
whats up? i am good!
the ONLY prob. with my life at the moment I am waiting 4 twilight 2 come out on DVD! every day i hope 4 the day 2 go by but it JUST gets longer and longer...! I even read the book again(4 the 4th time) hopeing the movie would come faster! i know the book is soooo much better than the movie i mean they left most of the GOOD stuff out! :(
Anyways,
I sound so DUMB waiting 4 this movie but if u have read the book u know what i mean! lol!
keep on reading my blog!

LOVE LIFE!

CHEER!

Its that time of year again!
CHEER TRYOUTS!
OMG!
i dont know if i will make it this year! i am getting all upset over this! :(
i will know if i make it on april 3rd! it is sooooooo close!!!
my MOTHER keeps sayin things like "you will do fine!" and "Your worried about nothing!"
she drives me insane-but i DO love her even if she is alful sometimes! lol :)
OKAY!
i am going 2 make it!
BUT if i dont i want 2 try and talk my mom into letting me have my belly button periced!
i DONT think she will go 4 it but MAYBE she might! idk! :( i hope so!
WISH ME LUCK!!!!

under the weather...

HEY,
Whats up? I guess u know that i was NOT at school today! :(
I wanted 2 come But mi mamma said "NO!"
I said "por-favor?"
She said No cuz i dont want 2 get more ppl sick!
Any-ways i am still SOOOO... bored! there is STILL nothing on T.V.! and i have been reading ALOT!(But then i get bored AGAIN!)
I am still not sick! I keep tellin my mommy that but she could care less! lol!

I told my mom i will make BAD grades if i dont go back 2 school! (She did not say anything!)
How has ur LONG week been?
I am sure u can guess mine SUCKED! :(
I have soooo much work 2 do!
I got 2 go finish -that wat my mommy said! :(
BYE!

SICK!!!!

Sup ppl! lol!
I have been sick 4 the past 3 days!!!
the doc. thinks its the flu i think he's CRAZY! lol!
I have had high temp.!!!
My mom is also insane i told her i felt fine just kinda hot but she RUSHED me 2 the doctor anyway!!!
OMG!
so i have not seen any of my friends!
I feel all alone!!! (HELP)
well i got 2 go take some MORE med.'s!
bye!

IT SUCKS!!!!:(

BOOKS 2!!!

I Have found an AWESOME BOOKs!
they are "Daughters of the moon" by Lynne Ewing!
these books ROCK!
It is about 4 girls,Vanessa, Caty, serena,and Jimena!
They all have strange powers!(I know it sounds dumb but the kinda remind my of twilight!)
Vanessa- can turn invisible
Caty-travels back or forward in time
Serena-reads minds(like Edward in twilight)
Jimena-has premonitions(like alice in twilight)
They are pretty good they sound kidish but they are good! at first when i saw them i did not even want to read them but my mom wanted to try them(thanks mom!) and they turned out to be a very good book-did i say that already? lol
anyway it all takes place in Los Angeles!
these girls are the daughters of the moon(not really sisters they all have diff. moms)
they are fighting the Atrox(evil band of people that want the girls power)
Well just try them!!!

Moving away...!

My BFF is moving!
My life sucks sucks SUCKS!
How am i sopposed to live without her...?
Tomorrow is her LAST day! I might, NO I WILL cry!
My mom says "You can always call or email eachother or even text."
I know she just trying to help but it wont be the same!
She will get a new BFF and a new BF and new Friends! :(!
I dont want her to forget about me we have been BFF 4 ever!
How can this be happaning?
What did i ever do to get this???

FIGHT!

Wats up ppl! not much 2 say today!
My BFF got into a FIGHT FIGHT with another girl!
They was hit and puling hair in the end my BFF WON!!!
I new she could take that little WITCH! they been talkin bad bout each other all WEEK!
But today my BFF did something about it!(lol)
My BFF saw this other girl flirtin with a guy that was NOT her Bf so my BFF told her she was going to tell the bf of the girl thats when the girl got P.O.(ed!)
so today at lunch my BFF went to put her food in the trash and the other girl was waitin on her there at the trash cans!(she thinks shes COOL!...NOT!) anyway the other girl hit her first and thats when it all went OFF!!!
THey was going CRAZY!!!
the teachers pulled them off each other and it was over it went on 4 about 45 sec.!
In the end my BFF got 5 days of I.S.S. and and 3 days suspended!
she says it was all worth gettin to hit that girl!
YOU go GIRL!(lol)

SUCKS!

HEY THERE!!!
well, i got a NEW com. it is HUGE!!! the screen is 22in.!!!(OMG!)
Anyway gusse what i get to do... Hang out with a bunch of 3rd graders!!!(HELP!)
Its my little bro.'s B-day! so my mother had this bright idea she would invite Five of his little friends and go to a fun park! And I get to Babysit 'em at the park!!!
Why me...Why not MY mother? She wont even let me invite one or two of MY friends To help me!!!!
What kind of sane person wants to fallow little kids around a HUGE fun park???(IDK!)

This will 4-sure SUCK!!!
BYE(this SUCKS!)!:(!

TWILIGHT!!!

HEY PPL!!!
this will prob. be the last time I am one For a while! :(
Anyway, I Just want to tell ppl how GOOD TWILIGHT IS!!!

It ROCKS!!!
Here is abit about the main people in it:
BELLA: Just moved to Forks, WA and hates it at first. that is until she meats EDWARD!!!
EDWARD: 17(has been since 1918) only eats animals and cant keep away from bella!
JACOB: part of Quileute tribe cheerful and becomes a friend of bella!
ALICE: See's furture and becomes bellas BFF!
ROSALIE:Hates bella and wants to be a mother very bad!
EMMETT: Very strong and with Roselie!
JASPER:ability to calm people and with Alice
ESME:mother Figure to cullan clan saved after she Jumped off a cliff!
CARLISLE: Father figure and Leader to clan over 400 years old!
CHARLIE: Chief of police in forks and does not seem to like Edward!

Now That You Know all about them READ the BOOKS!!! I know it seems like alot but it goes by so fast and your left wishing there was more!!!:( Dont cheat and see the movie cuz it is NOT as good!!! READ THE BOOKS!!!!:)!!!!!

BOOKS!!!

Whats up?
sorry I have not been able to get on for a while!
We are getting a new computher so you may not here from me for a long time!!!
I have been reading alot lately(because I have no FRIENDS to hang out with(my life SUCKS)!) so I know alot of GOOD books! Write now I am reading Daughters of the moon By Lynne Ewing(It sonds really lame but they are pretty good If you like twilight you will like these!) I also enjoy all Sonya Sones books like What my mother dosen't know and What my Girlfriend dosent know!(they are both rated about PG-13!) I LOVE all these books and alot more I will try every once in a while to post GOOD books I am reading cuz I like it When people tell me good BOOKS!!!

FORGOTTEN!!!!!

Hola,
Today was a blur... I cant remember What I had for lunch let alone Who I talked to?!
The WORST part of my day was my mother forgot to pick me up!!!(What kind of GOOD mother would do such a thing?) I walked out of the school looking for her, she is always waiting on me! I look around wondering if I forgot If I was sopposed to stay after school or something??? I stand there for about 5 min. thinking she must just be running late or that maybe there was a long line to pick up my little brother!? I sit down on a bench and wait yet another 5 min.! By this time every body has gone home and I think about walking home. ITs like 10 blocks! Then I remember I have a cell Phone(why did I not Think of that SOONER?)! So I dig thought my bag to find my Phone! I pull it out and call her. she answers:
mom:hello?
me:MOM! What is wrong?
mom:nothing? why?
me:YOU FORGOT ME!!!!!!!
mom: oh?(she says it like it happands all the time!)
me: Are you going to come get ME???
mom:okay! calm down!
I slame my phone shut and throw it in my bag!
How dare she tell me to calm down she LEFT ME AT SCHOOL!!!
I wait yet another 5 min.!
Then she pulls up in our white 2006 Range Rover!
I jump in the car and slam the door as hard as I can!!!
mom: I guess your upset?
I say nothing but I want to say
WHAT DO YOU THINK??? YOU LEFT ME AT SCHOOL FOR 15 min.!!! HOW CAN YOU ASK SUCH A RETARTED THING!!!
mom: I am sorry, gosh! I forgot!
YOU WHAT? FORGOT??? WHAT KIND OF MOTHER ARE YOU???
by this time we are at our house! I jump out befor she can say another word and RUN to my room and lock the DOOR!!