hope is in my heart...

hope is in my heart that this guy i broke up with on the 10 of july, will not hate me when i return 2 school this year. i didnt want 2 break up with him, my parents made me! i loved him...and my stupid parents will never understand how i feel..they just dont get it! i hav been tryin 2 get over it so i wont start crying the next time i see him..but it is so so so hard to get over some you love..i can only hope he is feeling the same way..we were only together for about 4 months...those months were the best months of my life..! and even if we never get back together i hope we can atleast be friends..it will take me some time to look at another guy the same way, and i hope it takes him awhile to find a new girlfriend..because if he gets one soon..i know my heart will break..because it will mean our relationship was just a joke to him..if he can get over it that fast there is no way in hell we will ever be friends again!!

waiting 4 twilight!

HEY!!!
whats up? i am good!
the ONLY prob. with my life at the moment I am waiting 4 twilight 2 come out on DVD! every day i hope 4 the day 2 go by but it JUST gets longer and longer...! I even read the book again(4 the 4th time) hopeing the movie would come faster! i know the book is soooo much better than the movie i mean they left most of the GOOD stuff out! :(
Anyways,
I sound so DUMB waiting 4 this movie but if u have read the book u know what i mean! lol!
keep on reading my blog!

LOVE LIFE!

CHEER!

Its that time of year again!
CHEER TRYOUTS!
OMG!
i dont know if i will make it this year! i am getting all upset over this! :(
i will know if i make it on april 3rd! it is sooooooo close!!!
my MOTHER keeps sayin things like "you will do fine!" and "Your worried about nothing!"
she drives me insane-but i DO love her even if she is alful sometimes! lol :)
OKAY!
i am going 2 make it!
BUT if i dont i want 2 try and talk my mom into letting me have my belly button periced!
i DONT think she will go 4 it but MAYBE she might! idk! :( i hope so!
WISH ME LUCK!!!!

under the weather...

HEY,
Whats up? I guess u know that i was NOT at school today! :(
I wanted 2 come But mi mamma said "NO!"
I said "por-favor?"
She said No cuz i dont want 2 get more ppl sick!
Any-ways i am still SOOOO... bored! there is STILL nothing on T.V.! and i have been reading ALOT!(But then i get bored AGAIN!)
I am still not sick! I keep tellin my mommy that but she could care less! lol!

I told my mom i will make BAD grades if i dont go back 2 school! (She did not say anything!)
How has ur LONG week been?
I am sure u can guess mine SUCKED! :(
I have soooo much work 2 do!
I got 2 go finish -that wat my mommy said! :(
BYE!

SICK!!!!

Sup ppl! lol!
I have been sick 4 the past 3 days!!!
the doc. thinks its the flu i think he's CRAZY! lol!
I have had high temp.!!!
My mom is also insane i told her i felt fine just kinda hot but she RUSHED me 2 the doctor anyway!!!
OMG!
so i have not seen any of my friends!
I feel all alone!!! (HELP)
well i got 2 go take some MORE med.'s!
bye!

IT SUCKS!!!!:(

BOOKS 2!!!

I Have found an AWESOME BOOKs!
they are "Daughters of the moon" by Lynne Ewing!
these books ROCK!
It is about 4 girls,Vanessa, Caty, serena,and Jimena!
They all have strange powers!(I know it sounds dumb but the kinda remind my of twilight!)
Vanessa- can turn invisible
Caty-travels back or forward in time
Serena-reads minds(like Edward in twilight)
Jimena-has premonitions(like alice in twilight)
They are pretty good they sound kidish but they are good! at first when i saw them i did not even want to read them but my mom wanted to try them(thanks mom!) and they turned out to be a very good book-did i say that already? lol
anyway it all takes place in Los Angeles!
these girls are the daughters of the moon(not really sisters they all have diff. moms)
they are fighting the Atrox(evil band of people that want the girls power)
Well just try them!!!

Moving away...!

My BFF is moving!
My life sucks sucks SUCKS!
How am i sopposed to live without her...?
Tomorrow is her LAST day! I might, NO I WILL cry!
My mom says "You can always call or email eachother or even text."
I know she just trying to help but it wont be the same!
She will get a new BFF and a new BF and new Friends! :(!
I dont want her to forget about me we have been BFF 4 ever!
How can this be happaning?
What did i ever do to get this???